Morning Musings

I love my quiet time in the morning.

Seems I wake up, more often than not with the FID’s.  That’s:  Fear Of Impending Doom.  I don’t know why I seem to “come to” most days in this state, but, thank God (or Good Orderly Direction, or Source, or Universal Intelligence, or whatever you want to call it), I do know what to do about it. Continue reading “Morning Musings” »


February 12, 2011

Every surrender feels real.  I start out every January/Monday/Birthday, etc  with these incredibly sincere intentions, and sooner or later end up totally demoralized and fatter.  What happens to all that soul searing sincerity?  I must do something to de-motivate myself, […]

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February 11, 2011

Making someone else the “heavy” only works temporarily.  Reporting to some other “authority” ultimately fails for me because as soon as I am not doing what they and I both agree I am supposed to be doing (no matter how […]

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February 10, 2011

“Diet programs” end up being temporary, because I apparently never really make their guidelines my own.  By letting someone else make my menu and rules for me, I just put off the inevitable learning I need about my own life.  […]

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February 9, 2011

I can actually “pay it forward” by creating a sort of critical mass of positive actions.  I can take the reigns to my own empowerment and motivation in advance, especially when, from my history, I can actually see the headlights […]

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February 8, 2011

I can “act as if”.  I can identify those behaviors, actions (and even thoughts) that I do when I am successfully being “her”.  I can do that part of the legwork.  I can earn that psych back since I am […]

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February 7, 2011

Credit where credit is due.   Every weight loss success I have had is to my own credit.  I have made them happen. I’ve gotten a hold of that side of myself.  I may have utilized the tools provided by many […]

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