Morning Musings

I love my quiet time in the morning.

Seems I wake up, more often than not with the FID’s.  That’s:  Fear Of Impending Doom.  I don’t know why I seem to “come to” most days in this state, but, thank God (or Good Orderly Direction, or Source, or Universal Intelligence, or whatever you want to call it), I do know what to do about it. Continue reading “Morning Musings” »


October 8

I don’t slide down that slippery slope nearly as often as I used to, and as a result, it is waaaay easier to manage myself and my eating now than it ever was in the past.  I think this is […]

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October 7

For this process to be any use to me at all though, it still depends on catching myself before the “I don’t care” place.  Once I have reached that spot, there’s no stopping me.  So, it still goes without saying, […]

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October 5

So, what’s my point in examining this aspect of my thinking?  Because, when I am doing something that I really regret (in hindsight of course), I have always justified it somehow.  When I take the time to examine just how […]

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October 4

I have to laugh when I hear myself trying to lay the blame for my bad habits at the feet of my parents.  First of all, all on my own I have eaten ten times worse than anything my mother […]

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October 3

I can hear my self-delusion more clearly when I try to explain it to someone else.  First of all, if it takes four pages of explanation, you can be pretty sure I am rationalizing something.  I never even really discuss […]

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October 2

I once heard it said that no one does anything that they really think is wrong.  Instead, they convince themselves that it is “OK under the circumstances”.  Apparently that even includes murderers.  If you asked them, they would give you […]

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