March 2
At some point I always stopped following “someone else’s food plan” even though it had been working, and defaulted back to mine – the one that put me at that weight that I didn’t want to be in the first place. That’s not the food plan’s failure to continue to do what it was doing. That’s my not to continuing to follow it. I had been looking for love (the fix) in all the wrong places, so to speak – outside me, rather than inside me.