October 7
For this process to be any use to me at all though, it still depends on catching myself before the “I don’t care” place. Once I have reached that spot, there’s no stopping me. So, it still goes without saying, that it would behoove me to stop this predictable chain of events long before I hit that place. I would not even find myself in this position of having to call myself on my own baloney 90% of the time if I had planned and prepared my environment in advance.