May 7
It still so astounds me that I am able to live my life doing many of the things that I thought were utterly impossible for me. Silly as it may sound, I am often choked up at the end of any exercise endeavor. It is such a miracle that I am turning out to be someone who can do this. By what extraordinary gift of grace have I been given the patience to take one little step at a time to end up here?
Abraham-Hicks (one of my spiritual mentors) uses an expression I like when I get positively overwhelmed with the sheer amazing-ness of this turn around in my life. They call it “a rampage of appreciation”. And, I feel it most about this particular aspect of my life – so amazing is it that I could go from someone whose angst has primarily come from disappointment in myself for my inability to step up to take the actions that would help me to someone who can, by tolerating those baby steps, slowly be able to harness my best stuff and use it to change my lifestyle and thus my life.
Dawn at the Celery Farm is one of those places for me. It turns out to be my most inspired time in general. Somehow when I am walking there I can hear in my head just the right way to express something (whether to a client, or in something I am writing) so that it is heartfelt, non-judgmental and appropriately poignant :).